Today I turned 32! Numerologically the number 5. Which stands for change, for movement, action and transformation.
That makes me realize once again what a mega transformation I have gone through in recent years.
All those years of drinking, drugs and just partying are over and I feel happier, more joyful and more grateful every day.
The people and animals I have around me, the connections I experience, guiding all those beautiful Souls, creating all those cool things, traveling to all those mystical places on earth.
Life has turned me around
far blown and in it I increasingly experience my own “heaven on earth”. Which for me is a feeling from within. A feeling of inner peace, surrender and flow. A state of being.
And sometimes… sometimes life is just complete chaos. It goes in all directions. I feel like I feel unsafe and that I have to grab on to everything. The control comes up and I don't know where to look for it.
In those moments I often feel frustration and fear first, only to realize that it is all quite funny. And then I can land in it again. Then I can surrender again. Then I realize that everything is created to let me grow further.
That sometimes chaos is created, so that change occurs. That sometimes feelings of fear come up, so that I can see where there is still a lack of love. That sometimes insecurity is triggered, so that I can also feel safe on those levels.
That there is darkness and light and that we may see again and again that we are light. That we may choose love again and again and move from there.
And that last thing I take with me into my new year of life. Movement and action from Love. To create from there.
I feel that 2024, which “coincidentally” “almost” completely coincides with my new year of life, is going to be a year of great peaks. I have known the deep valleys. And now peace, relaxation and balance will arise.
It will be a year of creation, sinking deeper into my Being and mission. The year in which we will further realize our dream of establishing a country and center. A year of health and happiness, but above all rediscovering inner joy and magic. A year of guiding and inspiring so many beautiful people.
I am going to stand in that NOW completely. I will give more of myself, because that is the last important thing that I will take with me in my new year of life: how can and may I give more of myself
to give, so that love and light continue to spread.
Are you joining us?
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