From Poverty to Abundance
The last two months I have been actively working on manifesting abundance in my life. For me personally a big life lesson. My whole life this has been a challenge so far. Not that I have ever lacked anything, but it was always just right. Then I was connected to big financial flows again and before I knew it I had lost it again. And not because I spent it all on festivals and way too expensive expenses, but simply because I lost it again. Fines, taxes and other unexpected costs. It alternated continuously. From wealth, to poverty and from poverty to wealth. As if something in me was blocking this financial abundance. That's how it went with my companies. Realizing money to set it up was no problem, then raising the money went well for a while, after which it quickly fell back and I had to pay again. I never understood this, but I saw and recognized the pattern that kept recurring.
The Power of the Eight
Even when I came into contact with the law of attraction, this continued. At least for a while. I had no idea at the time that the law of attraction requires more than just asking the universe what you want. The same goes for my eight as a life lesson in the field of numerology. The eight stands for manifestation, abundance, ambition, perseverance and inner strength. The challenge for me as a life lesson is to learn to manifest abundance in my life. To make contact with inner abundance, my inner strength and power. If you want to know more about numerology and the force of eight, Google is your friend .
. Dancing with Creating Abundance 
I am now beginning to understand that eight force more. I am beginning to dance with it. Dancing with the power of the eight and creating abundance. That is falling and getting up. Learning and developing. And I see change happening. That has been a combination of a year of deep inner work. Addressing blockages, conditioning, karma and trauma has been part of this and it still is. Always a layer deeper. And for a month or two it has become more visible. What I put in the field, the questions I send out to the universe are answered more quickly. They become more visible more quickly. Events arise, synchronicities follow each other more quickly, people come my way who want to help, abundance arises. Not only in money, but in life as a whole.
And that also brings processes with it. Processes of impatience, like those who want financial freedom, while everything is already in operation and it is only a matter of time and patience. Processes of daring to live in abundance now and creating trust in that. Making choices and decisions that you would also make if money were not an option. Daring to take action and trusting that the universe will catch you. Daring to surrender and listening to the inner signals, to inspirations, to your intuition. I still find it a challenge sometimes. Especially daring to trust completely and to surrender.
Although it is getting easier. Last week I was in the car. Back to France. I was on the phone with Mickel, a friend I met on my first retreat here at Terra Nova. And suddenly there was the feeling… tingling through my whole body. A voice in my head that was clearly not mine. That voice told me: you can relax now. You can lean back now and receive. You have worked hard enough now. It is time to receive now. That voice touched me deeply and I was emotionally touched by it. I am connected to the frequency of abundance, I feel it, I know it. A deep feeling of gratitude went through my whole system.
And now I am in the process of daring to receive. Daring to ask and being open to what comes back to me. Not every question is answered with Yes and that is okay, as frustrating as that can be sometimes. Everything will come to me at exactly the right time. I will listen to the whisperings of the universe and take action on them. And those whisperings come not only from within, but also through other people and in nature. Signals are everywhere. There are signs everywhere. There are symbols everywhere. I just have to open, receive and listen to the whisperings. Everything will be okay, always!
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