🤯The silence drives you crazy 🤯
You are looking for a way to find peace within yourself, but all you find is unrest and stress. You are looking for a way to experience love, but all you experience is a deep emptiness. You are looking for a way to accept yourself, but all you find is disapproval and rejection. You are looking for a way to trust, but instead of trust you only encounter distrust. You need silence, but the silence itself drives you completely crazy. Frustrating, I must say. All those feelings. All those thoughts. You encounter things in yourself that you would rather not have encountered. A lack of self-love, self-acceptance, rejection, disapproval, distrust, anger, loneliness, a deep sadness. Emotions and thoughts that have always been there, but only become visible when you go inside, inside yourself, when you go into the silence. But why would you do that? Why would you seek it out? Why would you engage in all those thoughts and emotions, when they are so painful?
🤕You're destroying your body 🤕
It's so much easier to numb it. Drink, drugs, medicine. It's so much easier to escape. Working hard, exercising excessively, gambling and sex. In the short term they seem like the solution. In the long term they destroy you. They destroy not only your physical body, but also your mind. You break down. And yet it's so easy to choose the easy way out in the moment. Quickly not having to feel and numbing. Until the moment that you can't do without it anymore and you're addicted. Not addicted to the drug or to the behavior, but to not having to feel. Deep inside you're terrified. Terrified that it's going to be your end. Terrified that there's no way out. Terrified that you'll never be happy. Terrified that you'll die alone. That everyone will leave you. Terrified that you'll drown in the emptiness of sorrow. Deeper and deeper you fall...
🛫 On the way to a new life 🛫
What if I told you that it doesn't have to be this way. That it doesn't have to be this way. That there is another way. A way that may not offer immediate results in the short term, but gives you the chance of a beautiful and wonderful life in the long term? It is possible. There is another side to the story. There is always a way, a solution. But that does require something from you. Fortunately, you don't have to do it alone. There are so many people who want to guide you in this. Who really go to the core and pull out the root. Only it is up to you. You can do it. Only you are the one who can ultimately make the choice that it may be different, that it can be different. Only you can take the first step towards change. The first step in your new beautiful life. The first step in awakening.
🚶Step by step 🚶♀️
Just like any other first step, this can be exciting. It can cause resistance. Stepping outside your comfort zone and into the wide world. Leaving the nest. Doing things you never dared to do. That's where the growth lies. That's where the challenge lies. Through the resistance, through the tension. On the way to your new self. Which you already are in fact by taking that first step. And the great thing is. You don't have to take a super big step all at once. Every small step takes you further. Many small steps eventually lead to a great big step. After each step follows another. That's how you always end up at a new destination. Trust that. On the way to a life. So beautiful and wonderful. You wouldn't have dared to dream that in your wildest dreams. It's possible. It is possible. I already see the divinity in you. Now it's up to you to recognize that again when you don't do that yet. The greatness that lies within you, the power of manifestation.
What will you choose? What is your path? Will it be short term or long term?
Aho 💚🐺