It could have ended differently…
Years of behavior of manipulation, lying, numbing and escaping. Years of partying. What started as a fantastic party ended in completely losing myself. Deeper and deeper I sank away, I closed myself off from others and lost myself in drinking and drug use.
Completely disconnected from who I really was.. I was in pain, sorrow and fear. At the end I couldn't even stand at a party without being completely afraid and always afraid that I would fall away. Then it was over..
Now it's time to pass on the story behind this.
So that I can and may inspire others. I will tell you the story of a boy who almost lost himself, but through multiple miracles found himself again.
A boy who couldn't leave his girlfriend alone for a second and got jealous when his girlfriend was talking to someone else. A boy who today (NOW in this moment) is absorbed in the energy of a Tantra Festival in Portugal. WOW! A moment of realization. Check! What a shift. What a transformation. What a growth. What a LOVE. 
I will take you into all the intense, violent events and stories in my book. I promise you that you will not be bored for a second while reading.
And besides the story, I also give you the 21 secrets that contributed to the turnaround in my life. 
Soon the crowdfunding for my book will start. And for that I need you darlings, so that it can INSPIRE and MOTIVATE virally and nationwide. 
Love,
Brian