I have a confession to make… I BELIEVE IN GOD
I have a confession to make… I BELIEVE IN GOD
…and no, I am not converted. Although I was baptized by Ariette Love at the beautiful Fontaine Des Amours in Cathar country. Where it is said that Mary Magdalene baptized the followers of her Yeshua.
So in a sense you could say I have made a connection with the Christ Consciousness, which for me is different from modern Christianity.
Speaking of faith and Christianity… You may have noticed. A new movement… People finding God, people finding Jesus and converting to Christianity.
Let me start by saying I think this is great. I encourage people to find their peace.
I wish that for people too. There is nothing as nice as inner peace, as being in Faith.


But I also notice that a movement is emerging that sees everything “Spiritual” as the work of the devil. And that is where it goes wrong in my experience. I don’t feel a good energy there. It reminds me of the Middle Ages. Where division is created. Where people ended up at the stake because they had a “different faith”.
But is that love? Is it love to label something as devilish? Is it love to create division? We are with God, we have found Jesus and everything else is evil.
Of course I'm generalizing a bit and I'm also exaggerating a bit, but in a sense this is what I see passing by.
It is one and not the other. It cannot go together.
But is that really so? Can't God and Spirituality go together? I have also felt this movement in the past period and I have received my findings in it. Which I would like to share with you.
God is present in my life. Yeshua is present in my life. The Holy Spirit is present in my life. And this gives a deeper sense of inner peace, it creates balance, it creates for me purity, clarity, forgiveness and so much more Love.
When I connect with God I feel Love and I know that God is Love. For me God is something that connects us all. I am with God, God is in me and God is outside of me. God is all-encompassing. And that all-encompassing is Love.
How then can it be that Love, in the eyes of religion, can exclude? Would Love really exclude? Or would Love embrace?
Love makes no distinction, so good and bad. Love simply is. Love would not say to fear: Hey! Away you! You are the Devil, you do not belong. No… Love would say to fear: Come to me, I will embrace you and I will forgive you. I will heal you and let you come home in Love. So that you feel whole again and can merge with the all-encompassing. Together we are one.
I feel myself that I have to stand in God. Nothing feels more natural than being with God. And I say honestly.. Yes I have gone through processes. God goes well with transformation work. I can tell you in a sense that the transformation work becomes even purer, when you receive the guidance of the Holy Spirit in it.
And curious as I am, I naturally also asked myself the question: do transformation work and working in connection with God go together?
The answer I got is Yes. And I'll tell you why... The goal of transformative work is not to be in constant connection with trauma. No, definitely not... The goal of transformative work is to reconnect with God. You could also say here that the goal is to reconnect with Life.
And let us just say that we have suffered a lot of trauma in the past two thousand years, a lot of pain has been created. Including by religion and the church. No, I am not saying that the church is bad. What I am saying is that the True Faith has been messed with a lot. That it has been twisted, twisted and distorted. That so many people have been condemned for their Faith in Love. The open-minded, the dissenting.
We may heal that, we may restore that. And with the help of the Holy Spirit, in combination with healing and transformation work, we can remind ourselves again who we Are. We are with God and God is Love. So we can conclude that we are Love. And Love does not divide, Love embraces everything that presents itself.
With an open heart I face the future and I grant everyone his or her process. And just as Yeshua was a healer (and still is), I am also a healer. That is not something I chose, but that is what I have to do. What I follow, because it is asked of me.
There is one great teacher for me right now that I am listening to and yes that is God. When something is asked of me I will act on it. No matter how scary Brian's personality or ego finds it, I will follow it.
That is my dedication, my dedication to myself, to humanity, to the earth and to God.
In the coming period I will connect myself more with the word of God. No, I will not preach as a Jehovah's Witness, that is not my job. It is not my role to convince. It is my role to be. To be in and with God, so that we can return to Love.
So that we can remember what we are. And yes.. Yeshua is a bridge to the Divine but this dude is not coming to save you.
He showed us what is possible, the potential he embodied on earth (and still embodies) is the potential that is present in all of us.
We are the Christ, who is Love. We are the infinite Light of the Source.
Everything he could do (and still can) we can do too. But for that we may go inside, do our inner work, and come home to who and what we are. Love, in connection with God.
Together we create heaven on earth.
Love,
Brian