I may land in the silence and I may land in myself. Embody the great emptiness. Become one with it. In any case, the idea of feeling one with everything gives me a mysterious feeling. It also feels very grateful. Incidentally, I have been feeling more grateful lately. Even when I don't feel so good on days like these. So much is also created.
In that I also notice my own bullshit more and more. Like constantly wanting to grab my phone and keep worrying about the future. I've been getting really sick of it the last few days. Just wonderfully pure. As if I suddenly notice it all extra. My own addictions, numbness and control parts come up in that. I am invited to step into a next layer and surrender more and more. To start flowing.
This is accompanied by enthusiasm. I have so much creativity and ideas lately, but focus may also arise. What is and what is not? And that is also emerging more. Bringing balance and flowing with this transition that I am now in the middle of. I am also starting to do more and more self-care. Really feeling what I need. And then really doing that. Making the transformation inward and to self-care. What do I need now? What makes me happy now? Asking more questions to my system. Instead of just running and moving on.
That being performance-oriented. I am starting to discover more and more that it doesn't work that way for me. I can deliver a lot of output in a very short time and work really hard, but it doesn't make me happy if it doesn't come from passion and desire. And it doesn't make me happy if I don't get appreciation for it. And that of course starts with self-esteem. Feeling love for myself inside. No longer delivering unnecessary output, because it gives a feeling of "I am seen". Only that is often short-lived. From high to high. Like a junkie who lives from shot to shot. I sometimes have that feeling. From paycheck to paycheck. From message to message. It temporarily fills a certain void.
And I don't need that anymore. I long to be okay with the emptiness. And not with laziness, but with not-doing. To start creating from that emptiness, from which the creative flow arises. As with Coming Home. That's where it flows. That's where everything goes by itself. That's where it's meant to be. So start creating from flow and not from the "must". Be patient and learn to embody.
Waiting for the invitation, because that is part of my energy type. When I am invited, I am fully in my power and at my best. If I do not wait for the invitation and, for example, give unsolicited advice, it is quickly seen as know-it-all.
And then trust and believe that my role here on earth is not to work very hard, as a large part of the population (still) does, but rather to be present in the field and in the energy in my own authentic way. To contribute from my own authentic self-power at the right moment. And in the meantime, continue to do what makes me happy and what gives me joy.
I think that is one of the most beautiful things you can do and pass on to others.
I wish you a very nice week! Aho <3