Today I had a lesson in Trust while walking the Labyrinth at Es Vedra.
Going within. The moment I focus on stimuli from the outside world, distractions, then I start to falter in the labyrinth. When I go within and keep the focus there, then I stand firm. Then I am powerful.
At one point my inner guidance told me to walk back through the labyrinth with my eyes closed. There I noticed that I kept wanting to open my eyes. Where am I? Where am I standing? Where am I walking? Am I okay? Am I not falling over? This directly resulted in developing Trust. Believing in not knowing. Being okay with not knowing. Trusting that I am being carried.
Another inner voice told me to blindfold myself with my vest. So I did. In total darkness I started to walk the labyrinth further. Step by step. Sometimes a bit wobbly and staggering. Closed off from my sight, but more connected to my inner voice.
The message was clear. You don't need to know all the steps you need to take. You don't need to know how to get to the end. You don't need to know where you're going.
You may become and be comfortable with not knowing. You may come home to not knowing. You may trust that you will get there step by step in not knowing.
And so I walked blindfolded out of the labyrinth. In Trust.