Today I am invited to Trust more deeply. Doubting thoughts and uncertainty arise. Where am I going in the coming period after Normandy? Where am I allowed to be? What is the intention? Letting go completely and Trusting that the destination will appear. Trusting that everything has already been arranged. Trusting life. Sometimes a challenge. So important.
If I don't live life, it lives me. Then life happens to me without my being aware of it. Then I am being lived. I want to experience life full of adventure. So life gives me that. Only to then become uncertain about the future myself. Discovering that all the beautiful AirBNB and holiday homes are already fully booked in August. I hadn't thought of that beforehand... And then losing my trust for a moment.
What now? I need a room, and preferably a completely private space, with the comfort of a shower, my own kitchen and wifi? But is that true? Do I really need that? And what if I don't find it? What then?
Wooow!!! STOP 🤯🤯🤯
What am I doing now?
I started this journey to be free, to build more Trust, to go on an adventure, to Be present, to enjoy, to discover, to read and write. I started this journey to experience the joy and the beauty in the NOW. I did not start this journey to be busy all day with the next step, with the future and to worry if it will work out with destinations.
So I take a step back 🙌
I am going to relax. I am going to enjoy the smell of the sea and the sounds of the waves. While I enjoy the moment. While I enjoy my thoughts and whisperings. While I enjoy all the beautiful synchronicity. Knowing and Trusting that I am being carried. That my path will unfold itself as I start living. Step by Step. Seeing the beauty of the path itself for what it really is. Enjoying the desires of my heart to create. Dreaming of the future. And then letting them go again, because I know and crazy Trust that all my dreams and desires will become visible.
Letting go. Trusting. Being present in the NOW.
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