In my search for a Vipassana Retreat I ended up at this five-day Vipassana Retreat in the Czech Republic. I felt the invitation to enter a period of silence. Apparently Vipassana retreats are very popular, because I could not find a suitable week very quickly. When I did find one, it coincided with the Mystery School training that I am following until the end of this year. Eventually I did find one and then also in a beautiful forest environment in the Czech Republic. After my registration I was told that the week was fully booked. Damn it, I thought. Just put that on your website. I was very disappointed about that, but as I have learned in the last period, it is a matter of going along and following the energy. Do not fight or struggle when something does not work or does not fit. Then something more beautiful will surely arise. And that does not mean that you are not allowed to feel bad, angry or sad. I think it is very healthy to feel the emotions. Then you do not bottle it up and it does not remain in your system. And then you let it go again. Because when one door closes, another always opens.
Still, I was a bit disappointed. October 31st is my official last working day as a Personal Assistant at Robert and at Bridgeman. It felt really great to go into the silence and even more peace afterwards. I thought a weekend was a bit too short, longer than 11 days was a bit too long for me for now. A week would be ideal. A longer Vipassana retreat is still on the agenda. But for now, a week of going within was the most ideal situation for me. And the retreat in the Czech Republic would start on Tuesday late afternoon and end on Sunday late afternoon. Perfect!
And I had let it go until I opened my mail this morning and saw that they had a place. This gives me so much confidence again. When something is meant to be, it will happen. It always happens. And if not, that's okay too. It feels fantastic to be more in Surrender and also to dare to be.
BE PURE
Lately I have been receiving more and more signals and indicators that I am there. And by that I do not mean that I am enlightened or that I have achieved all my goals. By that I mean that I feel connected. Connected to the flow of life. Connected to the magic. That I basically don't have to do anything anymore. Everything comes to me. I have been feeling it bubbling and bubbling in my system for a while now. I really only have to Be. From that Being everything is possible, because everything is simply already there.
It's truly magical what life has been giving me since I chose to only follow my passions and desires.
It is truly magical what is happening since my focal points are Being, Freedom, Trust and Surrender. And actually they all come together. One cannot exist without the other.
So it feels more than right to be here. And I feel grateful. Grateful for life 🙏