Today I completed the Teacher Traject with Ariëtte. And wow, what a journey this was. This trajectory has given me so much. Everything flows. Everything flows. So much can happen in three months when you fully commit yourself to something. I feel whole. Even when I am in a process and in pain, I can now experience the wholeness in it more and more. How special is that?
When I look back at why I started the trajectory, I felt mainly searching for how I can “be”. A bit fragmented even in who am I, what am I doing here and how can I contribute. Of course I had a certain vision for that, but at a certain point I lost myself a bit in the Netherlands. I had just returned from Terra Nova and that meant that I suddenly had to pay rent and bills and many more costs were added. I didn’t have that money. So I started searching. Searching, searching and searching. I have offered a lot, authentic things, but I also see non-authentic things now. I have also been supported a lot by friends and family in that area. Is that bad? No, it has been part of my journey, so that I could discover what I do have to do here. And now I can pass on what I have to give to the world from within. And especially that it is not about offering certain services, but about the energy behind it.
I also made a special change there. During a session that I fully entered my mission. Damn that felt wonderful, powerful and made the life energy flow in me. From there it started to flow in Abundance. Not only on a financial level where I longed for so much, but also on all levels. With my book as an example. And that… That is magic! And that… That gives so much peace!
When I look back at the situation before the trajectory and to now… Then I see a man who has grown so much. Much less acting from ego and much more from the heart. I also find it so much more valuable to me. I see that directly reflected in my finances. Strange how that works, isn't it?
What I also found very special were the experiences, where the unity and the deep space/silence could be experienced. That is becoming more and more part of my daily life. I feel on more and more levels that I can also feel this in daily life and not only during therapeutic sessions. I also found the insight into how programs and conditionings were running in me special to experience. Very different again from what I experienced during the Transformative Coaching training of Bridgeman and the Ancestral Work of Maarten Oversier. Ariëtte brought me to deeper levels of seeing through programs, patterns and conditionings. That works really well for me. When I see that, the penny drops. Then it all clicks together. That is a wonderful feeling.
Where I was searching at the beginning, I now feel focused. I know what I have to do. What makes me happy. I don't know exactly what the future will look like and what it will bring, but having to know that is becoming less and less. I have Trust in the future. It is good as it is. I am already Whole. I focus on my book, sessions and my mission. Of which the book and the sessions are of course part. And that is enough. The rest unfolds from there. The magic is becoming more and more.
In the coming period I will initially, as far as that is possible with a book launch hahah, focus on integration time, rest, silence and playing. And I will also include these elements in the executive tasks, because how beautiful is it that you can contribute to a more beautiful world? And bring healing in that. I feel strength and so much Trust. I will walk my path step by step. And enjoy it as much as possible.
All my love,
Brian