Waking up with the sun shining through the window. The birds whistling, a cuckoo you hear in the background. Then you go to the morning yoga and meditation. Then you have a nice cup of coffee and take time for your daily prayers. I don't always feel like getting out of bed so early in the morning, must have something to do with the late birth haha. The wonderful night, the warm blankets, the dreams still fresh and clear in your field. At the same time it is a transition. From night to day.
🧘🏼♂️ Own space and silence 🧘🏼♂️
I love to meditate in the morning and to do my morning rituals. That recharges me and gives me energy for the day. In the Netherlands I also experienced that as very nice. Meditating and starting up in your own space. I notice that I increasingly enjoy meditating alone. I also like it in a group, but my preference lately has been more to be alone and in silence. I notice that I prefer to have my own space lately. Especially now that I am aware that I am so open that I really pick up everything that is in my field. That for me it is not about keeping the field, but about seeing the field. (Thnx Faya😊) That can be quite intense every now and then. Constantly wondering whether the associated thoughts and emotions are mine, giving back energy, venting, observing. Super interesting and educational that is. A bit tiring every now and then. For that I am also really in the most educational place where there are people all the time and people come on retreat for deep transformative healing. Perhaps you can imagine what kind of energies sometimes go with that. And I love it.
There is also a lot of shifting and moving in my life. That makes the need to go inside alone greater. Creating clarity, embracing my own processes and feeling deeply. Sometimes I dream about a nice house in the middle of the forest, where I can be alone. Alone with my thoughts, emotions, with my whole being. Where I can just work, but at the same time be alone. Do you recognize that?
It is finding balance for me. Balance between taking my own space, doing what is good for me and my body from self-love. Learning to feel what I need and daring to do so and learning to choose, whereby I continue to look and act towards others with love and compassion. A new playing field for me. Fortunately, I can also allow myself to make mistakes in this. That gives peace. I also experience a growing trust in my system. A trust that everything runs exactly as it should. Wherever it goes. Path A or path B, path C, path D or path Z, ultimately they all lead to the same end point for me. Creating the New Earth.
Aho 🐺💚