I feel the dedication in my system to creating the New Earth growing bigger and bigger. It is a journey, a process in itself. I am and feel grateful. It is not always easy and sometimes it just sucks. It hurts. Although deep inside you feel that you can trust. That it goes exactly as it should. That you yourself have influence on the path to it, but that the outcome is already determined. Through one path or the other. It all leads towards creating the New Earth for me. Every day I realize more and more how important this is for my being. Not necessarily for Brian in this incarnation, in my human appearance. But for my spiritual being who is here with a mission. In addition to love, joy, motivation and gratitude, there is also anger and sadness.
How can we as humans treat the earth like this? How could I treat her like this myself? Last time I drove on a turn-off in the Netherlands and it was completely full of plastic and junk. I felt her pain and at the same time my own pain. The earth is crying… She is asking for change and dedication. Bringing change and dedication is what my being comes to bring to her. That is what I stand for. Every decision may depend on that. Does it contribute to the mission? Yes or no… and of course I still have my lessons to learn. Not only resolving my own trauma pieces and ego parts. After all, we are people who come here to gain experience and we all have our lessons to learn. But especially how I can and may facilitate the New Earth, in a way that is honest with my own truth, with my own being. More and more answers are coming to that.
Yesterday I received images of how the earth is burning. I felt the calling in my entire system. Tears streamed down my cheeks, because I felt the pain. I had never been allowed to experience this before. It touched my being deeply. And it gave me answers and insights that create much clarity in this moment. For which I am grateful. I stand for the New Earth and I am prepared to fully embody that in my system down to every cell.
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